-=| Stay back.... |=-
Sigh..... have to stayback 4 Mr Chee's stayback...... i didn't score well 4 chem.... n ive got to stay back wif the others...... so sad......
Jefferson n me r gettin better friendz....everything is goin fine n well...... ahh so tired this week....
J O E| 3:14 AM |
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-=| 2nd day of skool.... |=-
In our skool theres alot of politics........ during recess i was queing up for food..... infront of me was Gloria...... she used to influenced the class to dislike me....... this year she was discovered to be a double headed snake..... n a group of peeps who were "bullied" by her grouped together n ganged up to defeat her.... now she is friendless...... but she spoke to me.... askin me abt hows sec 3... hows my studies... maybe she is juz trying to be nice...... as she was juz babtised...... n she wants to recover wif me(hopefully).....or she juz wanna act her innocent angel...... i actually dun like tokin to her as she would act as if she never listened...... since this time she made her first move... i juz answer her questions 1 by 1..... i also acted n ask her the same questions like how was sec 4 n stuff.....
Then Wansi(one of the girls from the group who was "bullied") from behind kicked her ARSE.... i didn't want anything to do wif them..... so i juz stand there...... then Gloria down there "Lan lan"(Angry)... i tried askin her how was sec4.... to check if she was ok..... n she showed a big smile n acted like nuthin happened.....
Later i think Wansi felt abit bad..... or maybe she wanna make Gloria feel worst.... she went there n say sorry...... but in a joking manner....... she down there act act... wah Gloria really noe how to act......
ahhaz actually in my heart i feel very good..... then after buying my food...... i went to sit wif Wansi, Jessica n Adora... n gossiped like hell...... ahhaz..... like a group of bitches..... we like to Suan peepz like hell..... n we find it fun n Shiok..... there was once we set down n joked n chat in Burger king...... laugh laugh laugh..... until feel so high.... the whole burger king crew n custermers stare at us.... then we stare back.... so fun......
Think over the past few years..... ive been in the same group of peepz.... n i was "bullied" n suan like hell.... suan until a stage until i dun feel a thing when ppl suan me.... ahhaz.... my mouth can be as sharp as lazer....... cut peepz wif juz a shot......
During Bio lab.... we were workin wif goldfishes....... then Victoria was very immotional...... she tod we r goin to cut open the fish n see the heart rate slow down...... She was havin weird faces.....then we had to take one of the fish out n put them under the telescope to see through the veins n see the blood cells move...... wah so nice
Then later i got to bring some of the left over fishes home...... i brough 7 home...i tod goldfishes would not eat their own spiecies... i was rushin to tuition so i dumped it into a goldfish tank....... after tuition when i came home ....... i saw onli 3 fishes swimming....... n the rest all died...... the big goldfish has been chasing n chewing on their tails...... n 4 were dead(suposedly)...... but i onli fished out 3 bodies...... i dunno wad happen to tat 1 body... it has gone missing...... i think it is swallowed life.......
hmmm so sad...... and all the small small cute cute fishes died...... so sad.......=C........ LiFe Is ReAlItY.... tHeRe Is AlWaYs A pReY n PrEdAtOr
-=| Back to skool..... |=-
Sigh..... my computer is reformated..... 1 whole day never use pc.....
Today start skool...... June holi so fast ended wanz...... Sigh.... Back to skool again..... Skool Sux man(SS in short).....
Everything is real bad..... sitting arrangement changed..... Exam results real bad..... teachers r sarcastic n everythin...... Ahhhh wad da hell.....
Now have to start burying my head in my books(mai toe du shu)..... being stressed up by almost everyone.......
Stress by skool.... leader from church preasurising me to get babtised..... Ahhh so stressed.......
Everythng would be Zoom Zoom Zoom very quickly..... n in no time final year is here.......
J O E| 5:27 AM |
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-=| Sat nite fever |=-
went to a old folks hme in red hill wif the pathfinders n adventurers........ i oso never do anything...... sit there n day dream...... on the way back to church Uncle Victor was "preaching" to me abt how muzic affect the teenages..... so bored.... n so tired.....
Came back home abt 6+ n i slept till 8++.... im really tired bored stiff....
J O E| 7:09 AM |
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-=| Tired..... |=-
Went through the usual shedule.... of havin tuition n go church 4 cell group.... i ask Aunty Pek Yee abt the mosquito bite....she said tat it takes abt 2weeks 4 the symtoms to appear....... hmmm i wonder will it come to me.....
J O E| 9:29 PM |
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-=| Working.... |=-
hmm..... bz uploadig pics n stuff as my pc is gettin reformated..... sigh..... i upload everythin 4 the 4th time.... n a msg would appear to say server is bz n ask me to close the window n lose anything tat im workin on...... spend many hours doin it... n i managed to finish at 3am......
so tired...... me gonna sleep.....
J O E| 11:14 AM |
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-=| Back to work...... |=-
When evening came.... Nat called me if he wanted to see a movie... "the cronicles of the..." ...n they r havin a guy's day out on thursday.... i was like yay another day of fun...... met them at Cause way point..... n they wanted to play LAN.... when we went started to play.... i was juz killed when ever i start my game..... wad a good game....... after the whole few hours i onli managed to kill 1 guy...... wad a game..... n e played fifa world cup..... i was like... oh no how to control.... as i never played any of these b4....n im so dead as ive caused them to lose...... seems like im not suited to play such games........ or it's because ive never played such games b4....... wad a loser........
Came home too late...... n the computer is off...... then never write the blog yeaterday......
Last nite i dream of a weird dream......
I was actually standing next to a private investigator..... he was looking 4 some bullets which has chemicals in it..... when it has a contact wif anybody it explode n the person would juz disapear in thin air....
As i was standing next to the investigator.... n i overheard his conversation of finding these bullets..... infront of me was my Bio project...... it's a 3D digram of the digestive system..... behind it was 2 of those bullets.....
As a "Bad guy" i took those bullets n run.... i ran into one ofthe class rooms in my skool.... there was a guy who knew tat i have the bullets..... n he wanted to snatch it from me..... we had a battle n i threw one of the bullets at him..... i missed him n it hit the floor n exploded.... some of the ashes hit him.... i quickly threw the last bullet at him.... n he disapeared into thin air..... and i was woken up by a phone call... i guess the dream juz endz by me killing the bad guy.... n the bullets r destroyed.... n these destructive bullets r gone...... wad a weird dream...... is it telling me sumthin abt my bio project? or izzit telling me sumthin abt my final examz..... hmmm i wonder wad does all these mean......
i was woken up by my dad's phone call...... he keeps calling home like nobody's bussiness...... toks rubbish wif me too....... "have u woken up yet???" i was like.... if im ive not woken up... who is tokin to u??? hmm dun like tokin to him.....
Rushed to work...... had a week of rest as my uncle had a week of holiday..... now i have a huge stack of invoice to rush on...... ive now begun to slack..... do do do halfway then i will juz day dream 4 a while..... maybe juz need a break 4 a while.......
i am left wif another 10 stacks of invoice...... n i dun think i can make it 4 the guys day out on thursday..... they would be tokin abt it on fri's cell.... oh so sad......
J O E| 8:12 AM |
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-=| I feel so tired... Mentally... Emotionally... Spiritually... Physically... |=-
My sis is juz back from Australia... n now im sharing a room wif her... wad a drag... stuck in a room wif her... no privacy... no place to put our stuff... room so crammy... hope tat she would leave as soon as possible...
Recently alot of stuff had happened...
Lets start wif physically....
On 5th june sat.... went to cousin's house...... play n play until abt 11...reached home abt 12+... then i listened disc man until abt 1-2am.... then sleep....
On 6th june sun... been woke up by a phone by shaun.... my clock says it's 630am... but when he called me... it was already 7am... i have a camp tat starts at 8am.... so i rush n rush... met him at the station...
Went to sentosa.... met alot of friendz... played alot of games... like mafia, sum water bomb game, treasure hunt, canoing, swimming at sea, and many more...
Emotionally.......
Had a barbeque dinner... juz b4 it started.... a good day was being spoiled by Gary.... they started cooking the food.... and the food was already cooked.... kind hearted old me wanted to help gather the food to prevent it from gettin over cooked, was being shouted at.... mistooken tat im goin to eat 1 whole bunch of vegetarian sausages...."PUT DOWN THE FOOD!!!" i was stunted there wif no words to say.... i actually wanted to yell back at him.... but everyone was lookin at me... n they wanted to start the dinner wif prayer... so i put back the food... directly next to the fire... in my heart i was hoping n praying tat the food would turn black.... as over cooked food do not taste nice....n my day is spoiled by him.... after the prayer... he wanted peeps to eat..... n no one wanted to eat.... i think they r stunted by the shouting too.... i juz left the place.... walk here n there aimlessly.... cursing him in my heart....
People started to eat.... so i juz started wif the bee hoon.... n i heard shaun complaining... he said tat the sausages have lost their taste... i think he has eaten those sausages tat i wanted to save..... aniwayz... sumone has got to eat them....
Spiritually.....
The bible seems so complicated.... n my parrents keep preasuring me to get babtised.... after thinkin 4 a while..... people get babtised right after learning the amazing facts.... it's so easy... n i pracally noe them all...... so do people get "cheated" into getting babtised..... no wonder so many peeps leave church..... bcoze they realised tat there r alot of complications in the bible n wad they noe is juz the mear surface......
Mentally.......
Im now juz letting go of all relationship stuff..... i muz do some reflections n do many stuff........
I am now super tired.... and i hope i can get some rest.........
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Name : Joel Xiang Desheng P3RS0N@L!TY
Personality : Flamboyant T@g W!SH3S 3M@!l CURR3NT M00D W3@TH3R F00T PR!NTS !N 3 S@nd R@D!0 ST@T!0NS P@ST R3CORDS L!NKS
DOB : 19th May 1988
Age : 19+
Height : 1.73++m
Weight : Abt 60kg
Zodiac : Dragon
Horroscope : Taurus
Fav Sports : Breathing exercises on the bed every night(snore)
Fav colour : Blue, silver, black
Fav things : Vintage looking stuff...
Hates : People who commands me to do anything
Worst habits : Talking back, bitching...
Best Habits : Obeys house rules
How do u relax : Bitching, complaining, vibrate my ear drums with sound waves from my disc man
One thing tat no one noes abt? : i'm Sentimental...
Three words 2 describe me : Rude Noisy Freak
One liner tat i'm most proud of : Being kind to your enemy means to be cruel to yourself
Moto in life : Look 4 a goal n strife hard
