-=| Cloth collage |=-
Ain't this a fabulous collage? This is a french maid collage which i feel looks really good...
(Above pic gotten from http://erin69.deviantart.com)
J O E| 10:27 PM |
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-=| Stress... |=-
i have to do my presentation next monday about a toy, which i have chosen a voodoo doll. I have to make the doll, take pictures about it, and write about it, and on top of it all create a little booklet about it... damn! This is what happens when ideas comes in late...Aniways enough of taking a breath, now it's back to researching again...
(Pic gotten from http://www.personal.psu.edu/users/a/t/atl126/goth.gif)
J O E| 9:30 PM |
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-=| My OFF day... |=-
I can see my life crumbling down, day by day i get skinnier and just crumble down with bones one day...
Sorry but i guess this entry is going to be a complain post.
I have to write a 200 word long essay(proposal) with pictures and i have no idea what to do... It is already 0950, and my class is at 1100. What should i do?
I rushed out of my house at 0805 this morning, dress with a greeny striped top, a 3 1/4 jeans, and my high cut converse shoes... i look really weird, but the colour match tho... but that is not the point...
I'm still real confused with my ideas...
J O E| 6:49 PM |
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-=| Line dancing |=-
It was many many weeks ago when Sylvia and i met up in Toapayoh, and we saw that the whole toapayoh hub was filled with old man and old ladys, dressed in a poseor like manner. i was bitching out loud and followed their exagerated movement, when Sylvia tried very hard to pull me aside.They were trying to mimic the cow boy and cow girls in the olden times, maybe it was one of their dreams to set up a ranch here in s'pore and they havn't had the chance to. They were blasting loud music on that boom box, and what they do was to move with small little steps up and down in a line. I just couldn't take it when there was this lady in sequins, her hat was shiny and so was her dress. She looked perfect for a getai stage, as she was doing huge exagerated movements just like a ballard dancer, but incorporated in her line dancing foot steps.
Well it's true that they are already really old and that it would be a great activity to participate in for social and physical purposes, but i just feel very disgusted by their dresses and dance steps.
Picture and inspiration to bitch obtained from http://qinnypei.blogspot.com/2006/08/magnificent.html
J O E| 11:09 PM |
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-=| FWD of a real nice story |=-
stared at the girl next to me.She was my so-called "best friend". I stared
at her long, silky hair. I wished she were mine, but
she didn't notice me like that.And I knew it. After
class she walked up to me and asked me for the
notes she had missed the day before, and I handed
them to her.She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the
cheek. I wanted to tell her. I wanted her to know
that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm
just too shy. And I don't know why.
11th Grade
The phone rang. It was her on the other end. Shewas in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next
to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing
she was mine. After 2 hours, a Drew Barrymore movie,
and three bags of chips, she decided to go to
sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks," and gave me a
kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her. I want her to know
that I don't want to be just friends. I love her,
but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why.
12th Grade
The day before prom she walked to my
locker. "My date is sick," she said. He's not going to go. Well,
I didn't have a date and in 7th grade we made a
promise that if neither of us had dates we would
go together just as "best friends," so we did. Prom
night after everything was over I was standing at her
front door step. I stared at her. She smiled at me and
stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to
be mine, but she doesn't think of me like that, and I
know it.Then she said, "I had the best time,thanks!"
and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her. I
want her to know that I don't want to be just friends.
I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why...
Graduation Day
A day passed. A week passed. A month passed.
Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I
watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on
stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but
she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before
everyone went home, she came to me in her
smock and hat, and she cried as I hugged her. Then, she
lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "You're
my best friend, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the
cheek. I want to tell her. I want her to know that I
don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too
shy.And I don't know why…
A Few Years Later
Now, I sit in the pews of the church. She is gettin
married,now. I watched her say, "I do" and drive
off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted
her to be mine but she didn't see me like that, and I
knew it.But before she drove away, she came to me
and said, "You came!" She said, "thanks!" and kissed
me on the cheek.I want to tell her. I want her to know
that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but
I'm just too shy. And I don't know why...
Funeral
Yrs passed, and I looked down at the coffin of the
girl who used to be my best friend." At the service
they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high
school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing
he were mine. But he doesn't notice me like that,
and I know it. I want to tell him. I want him to know that
I don't want to be just friends. I love him, but I'm
just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me
he loved me!i wish I did too!i thought to myself,
and I cried.
I just hope that this won't happen to me, it is like "What?? You mean we actually like each other and just that we are shy it did not work out?"
J O E| 10:26 PM |
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-=| Photoshop madness |=-
I feel that the idea of "It is okay if you don't know how to draw( or do things),the lecturer would guide you.", i feel that it is really wrong. As when i am met with a problem i must solve it on my own.Don't know how to draw? Try and error with the pencil till you get the shape you want. Don't know how to find things? Search it out on your own, they say that it is their new way of teaching, they feel that when a student search it out on their own they would learn better. I feel that as if we are in the beginner's swimming lesson where the instructors just waves their hands on land to teach us the swimming strokes, and throws us into the 1.8m pool to force us to swim, only those tallest and have some experience in swimming survives.
My photoshop project is now over, and there are plenty more projects comming up, i don't know if i can cope with the fast paced incoming projects.Oh well, lets take a step at a time...
J O E| 11:22 PM |
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-=| Busy day... |=-
It's thursday and i do not have any class. But why am i in school? In laselle we have so much work to do that we have to come to campus to finish work even though we have no class. Something weird though, i don't know why i was receiving so much stares when i was getting about to campus... Do i look weird? Well i have to get back to work...
Check this out! i'm working on my project in photoshop an d this was what my friend found...
http://mechapixel.com/
J O E| 12:56 AM |
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-=| Picture |=-
Ahhaz... this was a picture taken from the school cam... shows a real nice pic of my brown streaks...
J O E| 12:33 AM |
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-=| Cell dinner... |=-
Group pictures
The best friends.
Scandalous! What why were Jas and Christan having subway together in yoshinoya alone...
PS: Will continue to be updated...
J O E| 5:58 AM |
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-=| Fondue after the Fireworks |=-
Before it was consumed
Qinpei:"Oh no! Joel finished all the chocolate before we could even dip those fruits!"
Me: Mwahaha!
Sylvia: Gross!
J O E| 5:38 AM |
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-=| Nelly Maneater |=-
J O E| 5:07 AM |
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-=| Sunnies |=-
The above was from http://complejo.deviantart.com/
Haha i was looking through diviant and i saw this pair of pictures, i felt so much like laughing. Maybe i should follow what the fire fighters did in the date movie, to flush those people with those huge sunnies with those huge high pressure pipes. I guess i'am just jealous, a little envious, or should i say very envious and i feel inferior. Oh it was like so cool to see people with those sunnies, but the fact that i won't get that sunnies has caused me to feel disgusted at the looks of it. People think they look nice in sunnies with the diamonted words like Chanel, Gucci, Levis and many more, but i think they look like human sized house flies. Buzzing around with their flashy stuff, go away man! The fact that you need a pair of sunnies is just to prevent people from blinding from looking at your ugly faces, it is good to have the lens covering half your face. It is true, as many people on friendster posts pictures of them in sunnies, but when they are not in sunnies they look horribble. As their eyes are too small, but their features from their nose down are perfect. One thing of those glasses is that while wearing it at night, which is ridiculous, the cars would not hit you while wearing it, as those reflectors might draw the attention of the drivers. Oh no, even worst those the drivers might lose control of the cars while driving, as it is too attractive.
I guess i'am just gobbling lots of sour grapes here, bleah. This is just a fad, and i should just explore other areas of accessories.
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-=| Masquerade |=-
Masquerade!
Paper faces on parade . . .
Masquerade!
Hide your face,
so the world will
never find you . . .
Eye of gold . . .
Thigh of blue . . .
True is false . . .
Who is who . . .?
Curl of lip . . .
Swirl of gown . . .
Ace of hearts . . .
Face of clown . . .
Masquerade!
Burning glances,
turning heads . . .
Masquerade!
Stop and stare
at the sea of smiles
around you . . .
- The Phantom of the Opera -
In secondary school i was really faccinated with the Venician Masks, party mask which covers up faces creating a mysterious feel to everyone.In a party where we only look through our mask viewing other's, wondering who are they inside.
Above pic gotten from http://mnoo.deviantart.com/
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-=| Toys |=-
Toys is my theme for projects in school, n i really like the idea of planks of rectangles on a landscape. Wer - nice like what Michelle would say. Well i think i might just follow this idea but not copy it...=j
Picture gotten from http://riina.deviantart.com/
J O E| 9:13 PM |
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-=| Comic Strip... |=-
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-=| Meeting up with Qinpei n Sylvia. |=-
I have not seen my cousins for a long time and we met up on sat to celebrate all of our belated birthdays. We bought Long John Silver and picnicked next to Esplanade, seating on the pavement, positioning our Asses on the hard concrete cove. Seeing them eating fries with cheese sauce makes me feel sorry for them, as I was eating a wrap, something surprising is that they could not finish their fries and made me finish it for them. I wonder if they lied to me about them being full, or was it fool.
We shared and catch up with each other, about how things were going on in our lives. Something interesting is that Qinpei had so much events packed up her Hwa Chong yuan life. She had the Asian young leaders training, met the president, went to Sentosa, Indonesia, and even to Thailand for CIP, I bet even Miss universe would not have that many programmes planned during her rein.
While waiting for the fireworks, we were bitching out loud about people around us. I finally saw why do people say that Singaporeans dress real badly. Saw this lady seating down, and we could see her crack. When this lady got up, I realized that her T-shirt was not in place and I saw that her fats were overflowing out of her jeans. Yuck! That is not the grossest, we saw this old couple who was in their 40s near 50s, that guy was hugging the woman's waist and kissing his companion, she had this aunty curly hair. It is utterly disgusting; I bet that lady is some mistress or something. It was so mysterious, everywhere was so packed, but on the path we were seating there was a curvy arch of empty space in front of us, I guess we were just too loud bitching and laughing that everyone were so orderly in front of us. Mwahahaha, bitching rules.
Saw the fireworks, felt the booming vibration, and it was marvelous. The fire works were exploding continuously for 10 minutes, and it was really beautiful, I guess it is because it is illegal to set fireworks in Singapore, therefore it is a rare sight to watch fireworks, which makes everything so special.
After the fire works, we had to squeeze into esplanade to eat fondue. The squeezing part was not good, but the fondue tastes heavenly. It's 2 times in a row where we had fondue after a gathering, yum.
PS: Photos MIGHT be up next week...
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-=| Ash's B'day |=-
Previous Friday was Ash's birthday and the whole cell group went out to NYDC to celebrate for him with voucher a couple others won in a scavenger hunt.
Group picture. The camera was good enough to capture our aura, and the background behind us was so buzzy.(Bullshit)
Happy B'day boy. =j
The cake Nick n I shared... *drools*
Damn... there were more pics, but just that i didn't have time to finish loading them... i shall continue posting next week... argh...
J O E| 3:50 AM |
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-=| Reputation, image and impression |=-
Most people in school might just be very arrogant, there were many instances where people just try so hard to pull the mouth muscles creating a huge grin from ear to ear and within a second that muscle contracts. People around arn't just as nice as they appear to be, well i don't blame them, i would rather find it out earlier that they arn't that nice then to find out much later that it was my best friends who stole my idea for a project.
In church i'am kind of known for having a huge set of apparel, or maybe i could mix and match them so well that church members didn't realise that it was a identical piece. But when i am attending classes would be another thing, i am running out of clothes to wear. It is really unbelievable, a guy who has a huge set of apparel has lost idea of what to wear. It was very competative on the first week, but i notice a gradual change of dressing up has begun. So why dun i dress down you may ask? But the answer is that i dun have presentable T-shirts to wear and maintain the image i'am trying to create. Damn! Group mates are wearing T-shirts but they are expensive T shirts, like those from flesh imp or something.
People in campus are so interesting, they actually dress to draw attention, and it is very obvious. i saw this pair of jap looking girls, and they always stick together be it with their boy friends or alone, the pretty one has long brown hair till below her waists, and the other has bleached yellow hair till off shoulders. Their makeup is so thick that if you were to snap a picture of them, their face looks perfect. I saw many goths and emos, they wear all black have real long fringes and hides themselves at a corner, it is only when you search hard enough that you are able to locate them. It was so funny when i saw a real goth at the botanical gardens, he was dressed all black sitting next to the pond doing his sketches under his umbrella under the sun i just feel like laughing when i saw him.There are many fake goths too, a big batch of lians, having black nails and eyeliner, trying to incorporate black laces and stuff into their dressing. That sounds like me yeah? so i shouldn't judge... im just going dark...Paul twohill is Emo rite? And i saw a guy with that exact hairdo, but this time it is brown. POSER! Not only is Paul's hair famous, Sylvester Sims hairdo is also quite famous among campus, can always spot afew.
There is this teacher called Nadia, or was it Dahlia, always getting their names mixed up. She looks really rich looking, her style is European vintage clothes, she wore that European top and that batic pouch who interviewed me. On that trip to botanical garens, she wore a huge bluish sunhat to protect her from the sun, with a matching vintage french top. She just looks really high fashion, can always picture her clothes to be gotten from designer brands like Gucci, Prada, and many more, designer brands with long history.
It is like living in a pressure cooker when staying in school and it is true that some teachers just cannot take the stress. There is this teacher called Ganna Mary, i guess she just couldn't take the stress. On the first day of orientation she confessed that students were calling her Scary Mary.
"Hi my name is Ganna Mary, and you can call me Mary for short. There are rumours of me being called Scary Mary, but i am not Scary. They are all made up by pass year students, and they are just rumours, dun belive in them. All my students are passing, and i dunno why are they doing this to me."
She sounds so loser, and this way she has distroyed her life for this whole year, as people will notice the lecturer even more as it was so memorable, or was it on purpose that she wants people to remember her. Any way Shaun even started a ryme on her.
"Hair Mary so contuary, how does your garden grow?"(Waving his hands around showing how hair under her arms were long.)
Talking about loser, Mary hot pants is no more Mary hot pants, but Mary 'belle' pants. She still wears her BB hat whever she is, and wears her teddy bear museum on her handphone necklace. The reason it is not a pouch is because i don't see the pouch, but a huge clump of teddy bears forming a pendant. Mary hot pants is also no more a bohemien lady, she lost all her crystals, i guess she had to trade them for her current clothes. Her clothes costs really much,for eg. Police, her fashion police t shirt , but the way she wears it devalues it alot.
Now not only do we have Fashion Police aka Mary long pants, she has a good friend called Nanny rattler. She carries that Campus Super Star noise rattler to take part in our worship in our sactuary, destroys all serinity and peace in church.
Last sat, there was this group of people from Thomson who came as a singing group. Omg! They actually want to sing? The advert for Singapore Idol comes to my mind immediately. The advert where Ja and the other guy comes out as warriors slaying the bad sounding people. "That sounds terrible... That sounds terrible" "You have a great voice..."
They are called house on fire or was it hearts on fire, whatever. The just don't have the standard, they had chosen the wrong people to sing the solos, Jimmy's voice came in after a chain of medley mixes, but his voice was too soft. That hong guy cannot reach the notes, and his voice just disapeared when he reached the high notes and it did not just happened once but many times. Karyne's voice is a choir type and when she sings alone, she sounds muffled. Their dress quote was pants and tie, but out of no where was Oreal in a dress, she was not the concentration, and was standing offcenter. On top of it all, Philip ko was very stressed out when hong wasn't able to reach the keys, they don't look as if they were enjoying, and their music style wasn't made their own.
okay, my posts is real messy today. But i am elabourating on reputation, image and impression. Image and reputation are very important and if created a bad one the impression would change.
hi i am jianing a friend of hui ning. nice to meet you. eh you can add me if you want on msn my e-mail is loves_for_everyone@hotmail.com
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Name : Joel Xiang Desheng P3RS0N@L!TY
Personality : Flamboyant T@g W!SH3S 3M@!l CURR3NT M00D W3@TH3R F00T PR!NTS !N 3 S@nd R@D!0 ST@T!0NS P@ST R3CORDS L!NKS
DOB : 19th May 1988
Age : 19+
Height : 1.73++m
Weight : Abt 60kg
Zodiac : Dragon
Horroscope : Taurus
Fav Sports : Breathing exercises on the bed every night(snore)
Fav colour : Blue, silver, black
Fav things : Vintage looking stuff...
Hates : People who commands me to do anything
Worst habits : Talking back, bitching...
Best Habits : Obeys house rules
How do u relax : Bitching, complaining, vibrate my ear drums with sound waves from my disc man
One thing tat no one noes abt? : i'm Sentimental...
Three words 2 describe me : Rude Noisy Freak
One liner tat i'm most proud of : Being kind to your enemy means to be cruel to yourself
Moto in life : Look 4 a goal n strife hard
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