-=| Humming bird's Manifestation |=-
Since last Sunday a humming bird(If i've not specified wrongly) flew into our balcony and began to build it's nest on my dad's Japanese bamboo. Well it started of with a few dried weeds, and it began to pile bigger and bigger piles of weeds and now it's hanging off the tallest shoots, wonder why does it build it's house on such unstable foundations, as the shoots wavers about quite a bit when wind blows.
Soon a pair of humming birds flew in and I guess took over that part of the balcony. Nowadays, that pair are filling the house with it's screechy pitchy bird chirpings. Well, I wonder if my dad is going to do anything with the nest, I guess his evil heart will ask him to snip off the shoots or maybe temper with the nest, shut up the windows and lock the birds out.
Haha, filling my blog with crap, haiz, nothing much to blog though...
J O E| 10:30 PM |
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-=| Song to say goodbye |=-
Yesterday was Grandma's death anniversary, and not many people came in the afternoon. And so I waste my time away by watching the precious SVC, which I seldom would have a chance to see, and MTV was showing this MV called the ''Song to say goodbye''. Well I was really attracted to it, as it seems like the Child's role and the Dad's role seemed to be switched. Hmmm, music videos nowadays are so fascinating, really like to watch these type of shows.
J O E| 10:07 PM |
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-=| Zhi yang |=-
Gracie: The mass says that Zhiyang has no looks, physic, dance moves, but just a nice voice. Do you think he will get popular? Since Adriano, Renfred and Yu yang are forming a 3 men trio. Both Geraldine and Teresa got a contract with some music company, he doesn't seem to get any contract leh?
Me: Well like what Zhiyang's parrents say, after the competition he has to concentrate in his studies, so i guess even if the music companies wanna sign up with him he also cannot accept.
Gracie: Har? so that means after Hwa chong junior college he will enter army, then after that do you think he will be popular? Maybe he will be like the previous super star, derick, runner up like that go into army, then after that might come out to sing.
Me: Yeah, don't know if he still remain the same, cannot dance, no physic, no looks, just a nice voice. Maybe he can follow "ocean",(ocean originally said something abt his father not allowing him to enter the show biz, so he decided to appear as a cartoon, now he is shown to the mass) come up with some lie, saying that he becomes blind. Then can group up with WeiLian to form a duo, like WEWE.
Gracie: hmm, if that really happens what do you think they will call themselves?
Me: Mice. "Hi everyone we r Mice, 2 blind Mice."
We were waiting for the MRT train, and ended up attracting weird looking eyes staring at us.... heex...
J O E| 4:05 AM |
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-=| Full house's 3 bear song... |=-
Yesterday Mandy was teaching Barbara about this song... haha, rather cute, saw it over entertainment news...
J O E| 1:58 AM |
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-=| I so wanna complain in this entry... |=-
Exactly at 1230 in the morning, someone rang me on my hand phone. Stupid me forgot to switch to silent, in the middle of sermon my no.5 bar loudness stupid ring tone rang like crazy. Frantic me got a shock and had to find my lost hand phone in my big bag. When I have finally found it, I had to open my hand phone pouch, note here the phone is still ringing. Finally fondled through the buttons and found the 'answer' button, by then lots of eyes must have drawn towards me, as I have destroyed the serenity of the church and the attention which the preacher was trying so hard to draw. Crouching down, trying to find out what the fuss was about, it was my mother. She wants to know if me, the office boy, has delivered her envelope to the correct house or not, as the person has not received it yet.
Talking about ringing, my dad recently inherited a mobile phone from my mum recently.One weird day he just gave me a miss call, i dun even know his no., he called me again,and said
Me: Hello, may i noe who are u?
DaD: Oh, y u never pick up my phone just now?
Dad: So where did u go last night?
...
...
...
Dad: *Busy with job*
(background speach: ni da hui jia ah? You called back home?)
I mean, you are just calling for the sake of calling, and just playing with that new toy you've just received.So fun huh? you know i'm home, yet u wanna call my hp to see if i'll pick ur phone call.
In the afternoon, went to IMM with Mandy and Barbara to look for parent's day gifts. We looked at many stuff and we are now experimenting on them. I saw this cast iron looking black wine bottle holder, it looks so good in my room, and I just hope that we could change that wooden curtain reel to that iron reel. Mum wants me out of my sister's room, and wants me living in the balcony, that way I we can both have our own space. =/ But it's just my bed moving out, and my closet and stuff is still in her room, which means nothing is changing but just my sleeping location. But what is the difference? Since we both sleep in a bunk bed. Diaoz -_-'''''
At night when I was out to buy dinner really pissed me off.
I wanted to eat Macs; there I thought I was in the shortest queue, but no, I was wrong, really wrong. There in front of me stood 2 China girls, and one had a ugly permed hair the other a similar hair do as mine, but she had straightened hair below, so its 2 layered a permed hair on top till the shoulders and from shoulders down was straight hair. It was either they could not make up their mind of what they wanted to eat, or they did not know how to order, but what I knew was that they are taking a real long time.
After receiving what i've ordered I made my way to Burger King at Yishun 10, remember IT IS YISHUN 10 BURGER KING. There I was waiting at the queue. The guy taking order was really slow, and then it took quite a while for him to clearly get all the orders for the person in front of me. When he was about to get the stuff for the order, the manager from the next queue, decided to close her own queue, but there was still a people in her line and see that I was a small sized guy behind the queue, she pushed that 2 customer over to my line, in front of me. Of course the slow crew has to serve the 2 customers before I do, but I feel that it's really unfair for me, and I feel very infuriated. I kept my cool, and waited for my turn. The manager went to hide in the kitchen, I ordered my stuff and when he came I told him in a straight glaring face.
Me:"I really hate to say this, but I feel that your manager should not cut my queue like that."
Here came a customer asking some questions, I guess she was shocked too.
Crew: "Sorry."
I feel really sorry for him, for having such irresponsible manager, but I feel that he should have just stood up for himself, or if he did not, he is a accompanist. Really hate such people.
J O E| 12:08 AM |
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-=| Picz of Mirror Mask |=-
The Queen of the Dark Lands
Gothic Helena
Helena upclose...
OMG... look at her contacts, heard Japan has the white ones which makes the eye balls look white, this is black, i so wanna get it.
J O E| 11:55 PM |
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-=| Mirror Mask |=-
http://www.sonypictures.com/movies/mirrormask/main.html
I watched the premiere of Mirror mask on 20th April, with Pearlene and Kaylene. And I find that the movie was a real nice one, but maybe you can call me bias because of all the sketches the movie had on the wall, and how a circus girl turned into a gothic princess. And I really like the props for this show, as many masks were Venetian and their dressing were very nice.
" Mirror Mask is the story of Helena, a fifteen year old girl working for her family circus, who wishes- quite ironically- that she could run away from the circus and join real life. But such is not to be the case, as she finds herself on a strange journey into the Dark Lands, a fantastic landscape filled with giants, monkey birds and dangerous sphinxes. Helena searches for the Mirrormask, a object of enormous power that is her only hope of escaping the Dark Lands, waking the Queen of Light and returning home."
Well it is like a story of Wizard of Oz, where this girl gets stuck in this portal and how she finds her way out. This movie has lots of thinking work, and what I've gathered is that she really wants to leave the circus, but due to circumstances, it was an impossible task. And she fell asleep and the movie was her dream, the dream was taken place based on her sketches, which is wallpapered all over a wall of her room. Then all that happened in the dream was based on what she felt at the moment of time, wanting to run away and facing lots of problems.
J O E| 10:52 PM |
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-=| Lonesome... |=-
Up in a tower of a dark and mysterious room.
I gaze out of my stained glass windows,
Looking at life through its different colorful panes.
Being so fascinated at life,
Secretly wishing that I could break through to get life,
Life seemed so near yet so far away,
How to get to life? Frantically I kept asking,
Being jittery, scared and nervous,
I dream that someone would come rescue me out of here.
I guess this post makes me sound like some loser who is friendless and have a lifeless life, haiz, but i guess it's really me.
J O E| 10:10 PM |
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-=| Bad Luck has came onto me.... |=-
So what have i been doing? I have been slacking at home all day, yea, sleeping very early in the morning... and waking up very early in the afternoon...oh well i've been saying this over and over again, but oh well, slacking my time away is real sad, coz i've got no money to go out, as transport nowadays are so expensive, so i've got to stay home to be hermid crab...
Since last thursday i'am officially a laselle student, Yay! But to be one laselle student caused me some flesh and blood, because of my dad of mine. That guy insisted that goodman road was along tanjongkatong road, and insisted that i should sit a bus to tanjong katong road and walk in to goodman road, but actually i should alight at another road, at another bus stop. May curses be on him, he didn't know the place well, and determined that whatever he said was true. I over shot with the bus, and i had to walk back to the previous 2 bus stops, then i realised that i had to cross the bridge to get to goodman road and then walked a long long lonely road with huge private houses on both left and right. Close to the end of the road there was this icecream seller.
The WEIRD ice cream man: Ni bian le ho? Yi cian bu shi zhe yang de.(You seem like you have changed, you look so different.)
Me: huh?(blurr look)
Me: Ni shi bu shi zai Yishun mai ice cream?(Are you the Yishun ice cream man?)
The WEIRD ice cream man: bu shi. (no.)
Me: Wo bu ji dao ni shi shui.(I dunno who are you.)
Me: May i know how to get to Laselle?
The WEIRD ice cream man: Straight ahead.
Me:(Freaked out and quickly walked away *Thinking to myself wondering why do i meet so many weird people*)
That ice cream man is so freaky, trying to pretend that he noes me. peh!
After settleing everything in Laselle, i realised that my feet was hurting. And it reminded me of my drama lines,
"Haiyah! So tired! My feet has never been this sore before."
"I cannot belive all the stuff i've done today. And you noe what? i've still got more stuff to do."
Those walking left me with a huge blister of a size of a 1 dollar coin on my left heel. Luckily i'm not a gal, as i might be wearing heels and maybe by the time i reach home the heels would be worn out or maybe broken.
After going to laselle to pay for my fees, i had to go to thomson road to SDAC church to practice drama. Drama is really fun, as i get to learnt stuff which i won't learn outside, like how to articulate words in the right way and how to put my words to make it less offensive. My sister always tells me that i cannot articulate my words properly and i guess i usually sound quite offensive, or maybe the words were on purpose, oh well. I spoke to my mum about the ice cream man, and she said i should say
"Wo bu ren de ni."
(i dun reconise you)
rather then
"Wo bu zhi dao ni shi shui"
(I dunno who are you.)
Nothing much to write about actually, just basically updates. But walking down that goodman road actually kept me thinking. The long journey along the street is like life, the houses are happenings of the person's life. Some happenings are really nice some arn't. Some are humongous some arn't. And some arn't that great after all. The houses comes in different styles and shape, really like a architecture gallery.
J O E| 8:13 PM |
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-=| A Inspiring Poem |=-
Do not look back and grieve over the past,
There is nothing much you can do about it.
Do not worry about the future,
For it is yet to come.
As long as it is called today,
Cherish it.
Live this dayas if it was your last,
and you will find each day worth living for.
J O E| 1:40 AM |
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-=| Korean MV |=-
This was the first and so far the only film which was able to make me tear. Well many people asked me about it, and here it is. Last night i watched Brokeback mountain, and it was a film which made Shaun cry, well i didn't. So oh well, this says that different people cry at different stuff, i just felt that my vision was blurr towards the end of the film and a big tear puddle fell out of my eye.
J O E| 1:02 AM |
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-=| Drama... |=-
The story below is a real life account that I have heard recently, well I found it really dramatic, but all written below is REAL.
* The names have been changed
It's been a year since Danny died; I could still remembered how June was so shocked that she received a message from Danny's phone
"Danny just died this morning... the wake would be...",
She kept telling herself that it was a prank, that it was not true. Danny was an adventurous biker who likes exploring places where no one has explored before, that weekend he planned to ride up to Malaysia. Before the trip, he messaged June that he would really miss her although it was just a weekend, she hesitated to answer but replied that she would really miss him too, that was a message which June will never regret sending.
After viewing the news that night, his death was confirmed, just 2 weeks of friendship and he is gone. Memories of Danny flooded June's mind, June has guessed that Danny liked her, and she too was mesmerized with him, probably due to her recent breakup. There was once he came all the way down to have dessert with her, impressing her with witty jokes, bringing her to places where he explored. All was over and she has to accept the fact, she was sentimental, and kept every message sent to her.
It was months ago that June broke up with her boyfriend, their relationship between each other was getting more and more alienated throughout the years and ended with a painful breakup. Her boyfriend was able to get a cheaper deal of mobile phone with his card then, so when they were still together she got her phone under his name. Currently her phone plan was about to end, and she does not want to continue with it anymore.
During a camp few years ago, she got to know of this guy, Daniel. He has that same witty feel in him, and June enjoys talking to him. They exchanged a few emails, and stopped exchanging till recently when June wanted to stop her mobile phone plan. They started to talk over Skype; confining each other's problem to each other, she would complain to him about her problems and he would try to find a solution and vise versa, it became a daily affair, leaving June all mesmerized again, falling in love with his voice, asking herself if Daniel was interested in her.
And so coincidentally, June's first love, Sam, was working at a mobile phone shop at Toapayoh , and her friend so happened that she wanted to get a phone, and they bumped into each other. She quickly messaged June to have a quick peep at him in Toapayoh, because he has turned more handsome.
Memories of them together flashed back inside her mind, like making sandwiches for each other, having a picnic by the reservoir, writing poems, quotes, and what they did into a diary everyday, and many more sweet memories.
*Flash back*
The reason why they broke up was because June's used to be good friend, Jane, liked Sam too. Jane and June knew Sam through another camp, it started off that Sam was very close with Jane, playing and laughing together all the time. June liked Sam, till she could not sleep one night, and she rang him up to tell him how she felt.
Sam did not know how to react and went to Jane to ask her
"If let us say one day someone comes over to you and tells you that he like you, how would you react?"
Thinking that he was hinting her she felt very ecstatic she said, "I will tell him straight that I love him too."
The following day Jane went up to June to boast what happened to her that night, but June was traumatized to hear that June was already steady with Sam. Jane's relationship with June turned sour, and eventually became hatred. I guess Jane feels that if she were to make the first move before June did, Sam could have been hers.
There was even once when Jane confronted June to ask,
"Tell me what can I do to make you jealous?"
June's reply was
"Maybe if you were to sleep with him,"
"But I know you would not, because you are a Christian"
Jane angrily replied,
"You may never know, I might."
That psychotic Jane threatened Sam that if he doesn't come over she would attempt suicide, knowing he is a softhearted; he went over to her place to accompany her. The day after Jane went protest in front of June, that he spent the whole night with her and many stuff more.
*Flash back ended*
The following night at about 9, when the shop was about to close and when all the employees were having their dinner at the burger king next to the shop, June happened to have a glance at him. Knowing that her appearance has changed a lot, and that her face was at a real bad condition, she decided to face her back at him.
J O E| 12:36 AM |
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-=| My handwriting |=-
The results of your analysis say:
You plan ahead, and are interested in beauty, design, outward appearance, and symmetry.
You are a person who thinks before acting, intelligent and thorough.
You are a shy, idealistic person who does not find it easy to have relationships, especially intimate ones.
You are diplomatic, objective, and live in the present.
You are negative, fearful, resistant, doubtful, and/or selfish.
You are a talkative person, maybe even a busybody!
You are self-confident and like to bring attention to yourself.
You enjoy life in your own way and do not depend on the opinions of others.
J O E| 11:21 PM |
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-=| Attention Seeking Vampires |=-
I do not know why, but I wonder if I have a small spot for children, when they surround me and ask me questions and stuff like that I will just try to get them whatever they want. But you know what? They are little devils; they are not as innocent as they look. What people think these children are adolescents, but are no different from any other teenager, children nowadays are not as simple minded as the years before.
I was just so happy in the morning, and I went to church with a real huge smile on my face. I was really happy as I’ve just got a new bag, a bag which I got out of a Hang Ten size 34 jeans, snipping, trimming cutting, removing of the seams, and stuff like that, and voila! A bag was complete. I am not good with the sewing machine, and I’ve got this aunty from the old folks home to help me put the bag together, well I hope that lady did not mind.
Well back to the topic, and as I was saying, I guess I was wearing too striking a dressing and I got many stares and turn of heads. Well, it was a great feeling, just like a superstar, unless the stares were glares of disgust. Bah! Oh well.
The kids at church just begun to crowd around the place where I was sitting, and I guess they were fascinate with my hat, big onyx ring and tie. One took my hat and played around with it, another took my mobile phone and ran about with it to force me to play catching with him, the other wanted to have a look at my ring, and I thought it should be okay, but I was really, really wrong. He took the ring and tried to pull the ends apart, it was a split ring, which has a slit at the base of the ring, due to the ring being delicate, the connection became loose. At night it became like a loose tooth, it became really loose, wobble about and fell off in front of my eyes. I’m really angry with myself at the moment, for bringing the ring with me to church.
The worst thing that happened was not just that, a bigger baby at the relatives’ house was much worst. We were very kind to bring him out, and something really pissed me off happened, really wanted to slap him into a flat deflated ball, and I shall not elaborate, I might just ruin his reputation here, or maybe he wanted me to induce a long passage of what he did to me on my blog, but I would not. As I am sure the mum is reading, and I shall not write much here.
J O E| 9:13 AM |
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-=| Sianz |=-
My Broken Onyx ring, just 2weeks old, curse that evil child!
Group picture at the wedding.
Yanwei,Xinyi(Ecarni),Sylvia, Qinpei, Sherene
Getting ready for the shoot...
Ready? n here we go!
B!0
Name : Joel Xiang Desheng P3RS0N@L!TY
Personality : Flamboyant T@g W!SH3S 3M@!l CURR3NT M00D W3@TH3R F00T PR!NTS !N 3 S@nd R@D!0 ST@T!0NS P@ST R3CORDS L!NKS
DOB : 19th May 1988
Age : 19+
Height : 1.73++m
Weight : Abt 60kg
Zodiac : Dragon
Horroscope : Taurus
Fav Sports : Breathing exercises on the bed every night(snore)
Fav colour : Blue, silver, black
Fav things : Vintage looking stuff...
Hates : People who commands me to do anything
Worst habits : Talking back, bitching...
Best Habits : Obeys house rules
How do u relax : Bitching, complaining, vibrate my ear drums with sound waves from my disc man
One thing tat no one noes abt? : i'm Sentimental...
Three words 2 describe me : Rude Noisy Freak
One liner tat i'm most proud of : Being kind to your enemy means to be cruel to yourself
Moto in life : Look 4 a goal n strife hard
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