-=| I feel so tired... Mentally... Emotionally... Spiritually... Physically... |=-
Juz 4 introduction... im Joel... n im starting to write another blog... well my previous blog was kinda personal... too personal... so im now writing another blog...
My sis is juz back from Australia... n now im sharing a room wif her... wad a drag... stuck in a room wif her... no privacy... no place to put our stuff... room so crammy... hope tat she would leave as soon as possible...
Recently alot of stuff had happened...
Lets start wif physically....
On 5th june sat.... went to cousin's house...... play n play until abt 11...reached home abt 12+... then i listened disc man until abt 1-2am.... then sleep....
On 6th june sun... been woke up by a phone by shaun.... my clock says it's 630am... but when he called me... it was already 7am... i have a camp tat starts at 8am.... so i rush n rush... met him at the station...
Went to sentosa.... met alot of friendz... played alot of games... like mafia, sum water bomb game, treasure hunt, canoing, swimming at sea, and many more...
Emotionally.......
Had a barbeque dinner... juz b4 it started.... a good day was being spoiled by Gary.... they started cooking the food.... and the food was already cooked.... kind hearted old me wanted to help gather the food to prevent it from gettin over cooked, was being shouted at.... mistooken tat im goin to eat 1 whole bunch of vegetarian sausages...."PUT DOWN THE FOOD!!!" i was stunted there wif no words to say.... i actually wanted to yell back at him.... but everyone was lookin at me... n they wanted to start the dinner wif prayer... so i put back the food... directly next to the fire... in my heart i was hoping n praying tat the food would turn black.... as over cooked food do not taste nice....n my day is spoiled by him.... after the prayer... he wanted peeps to eat..... n no one wanted to eat.... i think they r stunted by the shouting too.... i juz left the place.... walk here n there aimlessly.... cursing him in my heart....
People started to eat.... so i juz started wif the bee hoon.... n i heard shaun complaining... he said tat the sausages have lost their taste... i think he has eaten those sausages tat i wanted to save..... aniwayz... sumone has got to eat them....
Spiritually.....
The bible seems so complicated.... n my parrents keep preasuring me to get babtised.... after thinkin 4 a while..... people get babtised right after learning the amazing facts.... it's so easy... n i pracally noe them all...... so do people get "cheated" into getting babtised..... no wonder so many peeps leave church..... bcoze they realised tat there r alot of complications in the bible n wad they noe is juz the mear surface......
Mentally.......
Im now juz letting go of all relationship stuff..... i muz do some reflections n do many stuff........
I am now super tired.... and i hope i can get some rest.........
B!0
Name : Joel Xiang Desheng P3RS0N@L!TY
Personality : Flamboyant T@g W!SH3S 3M@!l CURR3NT M00D W3@TH3R F00T PR!NTS !N 3 S@nd R@D!0 ST@T!0NS P@ST R3CORDS L!NKS
DOB : 19th May 1988
Age : 19+
Height : 1.73++m
Weight : Abt 60kg
Zodiac : Dragon
Horroscope : Taurus
Fav Sports : Breathing exercises on the bed every night(snore)
Fav colour : Blue, silver, black
Fav things : Vintage looking stuff...
Hates : People who commands me to do anything
Worst habits : Talking back, bitching...
Best Habits : Obeys house rules
How do u relax : Bitching, complaining, vibrate my ear drums with sound waves from my disc man
One thing tat no one noes abt? : i'm Sentimental...
Three words 2 describe me : Rude Noisy Freak
One liner tat i'm most proud of : Being kind to your enemy means to be cruel to yourself
Moto in life : Look 4 a goal n strife hard
