-=| Hair problem n clothes |=-
Being born to a strict christian family.... since young no this no tat wif full of rules.... oh n it's a taboo to break it... n i've realise those proverbs like"do not gudge a book by it's cover" n "be ur unique self n dun care wad others say abt u" those proverbs are juz not human's instincts.... well u see i kinda had a experiment done over n over again... since i look forward to changing my hair style... many of times i muz wait 4 hair to grow till the same length... n to achieve tat i muz keep a side parting till a desired length.... well when im in side parting i look really horible... i look like a very innocent nerdy boy..... as when i spike up my hair wif lot's of gel, relatives got lots of stuff to say abt it.....when i got tat side parting hair they juz get a shock wif my extreme changes n think i've turn over a new live.....well as i said i wait 4 my hair for me i've juz been born to grow n i do tat specific hair style i want.... toungues start wagging again..... well i've been doing tat 4 4 long years.... n history have kept repeating it'self...... well to humans of this earth...IS APPEARANCE TAT IMPORTANT??? N there is another instance when i have tat side parting neardy look.... people tends to avoid me n act like they dunno me.... but when i've tat changed hair style..... they seem to be warmer n closer to me.... so wad is this world getting into??? Since young.... going to church seems tobe a drag.... parrents juz want their children to look their best..... so they choose my clothes for me.... n i have no choice but to follow... n i cannot have any opinions on it......it's a standard Shirt n a pants... tucked in all so nicely... n no "buts"....... children at church even pastor's kids wears their T-shirts... n some poor people juz wear their market 3 4 10 dollars clothes to church.... n me... i have to wear tat uncomfortable shirt n pants..... well tat was my childhood morning church life...... it's onli till i was abt 12-13years old when the fashion of wearing shirts were in..... i juz went against my parrents n tucked out my shirt..... wear a t shirt inside.... n looked kinda cool...... n i tod of learning guitar from Nat in Jurong...n unknowingly i've got even more freedom.... there was not parrents to monitor me..... n "freedom" on sat...... since young i hated sabbaths.... it reminded me of dreadful sabbath skools..... stupid long sermons... n boring long afternoons till sun down.... it was spend like tat 4 many many years...... until my parrents brought me to my cousin house..... boy r they fun..... they have their weekly marjong sessions.... n we kids have our own room to play..... we juz play n play till night.... tat used to be the only reason im looking forward 4 sat......... i hate everything of church.... n juz love goin to my cousin's house..... tat's the onli place where i can be free.... n be myself..... well i guess tats one of the reasons why the relationship of me n my cousins r so close... we juz play n mix around everyday.....so back to the question wad am i here 4....... the life on this earth is simply unbearerable.....
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Name : Joel Xiang Desheng P3RS0N@L!TY
Personality : Flamboyant T@g W!SH3S 3M@!l CURR3NT M00D W3@TH3R F00T PR!NTS !N 3 S@nd R@D!0 ST@T!0NS P@ST R3CORDS L!NKS
DOB : 19th May 1988
Age : 19+
Height : 1.73++m
Weight : Abt 60kg
Zodiac : Dragon
Horroscope : Taurus
Fav Sports : Breathing exercises on the bed every night(snore)
Fav colour : Blue, silver, black
Fav things : Vintage looking stuff...
Hates : People who commands me to do anything
Worst habits : Talking back, bitching...
Best Habits : Obeys house rules
How do u relax : Bitching, complaining, vibrate my ear drums with sound waves from my disc man
One thing tat no one noes abt? : i'm Sentimental...
Three words 2 describe me : Rude Noisy Freak
One liner tat i'm most proud of : Being kind to your enemy means to be cruel to yourself
Moto in life : Look 4 a goal n strife hard
