-=| It's a new year |=-
A flash back of wad i have done last year... n my resolutions...
I feel tat 1 year has passed by very quickly... but not really tat quickly... things have happened at it's own pace n i hope tat wadever i do it's according 2 God's will...
Beining this year i was realy sad abt me failing my sec3.. n i've actually retook the whole year n im goin on to sec4 this year....
Friendz in class seem to be more friendlier then the previous batch... they have their similarities n they have their differences.... the previous batch was mainly class politics n it has been very stressful on how to deal wif friendz.... But there were afew really really good friendz... where we juz hang out n went crazy together... i could actually 4 once be myself..... this year's batch i juz grew more n more to myself... everythings individual.... so i didn't really get any friendz.... even then i still got friendz.....
well i dunno if it is God's will or it's my wrong doings or even maybe it's juz all cooincidences.... i feel tat im actually destined to join this batch... 4 my sec 2... i was advanced to sec3.. my parrents wanted me to stay in sec2... but i persisted to go sec3.... n i failed my sec3 n stayed in sec3.... n back 2 square one.... stuck in this batch of friendz....
through this year i actually hate english... n i didn't like the teacher... i actually feel tat the teacher shows favouritsm... but the teacher slowly actually liked my compoz... n i think she is showing favouritsm to me.... aniwayz it's to my benifits... n i actually look forward to english classes...
My sis is finally back.... she has been studying in Australia 4 3 long years... even she has been back for all the long long holidayz... i'm actually happy tat she is back n we r roomates again(we share the same room).... hmmm maybe 4 my ill intensions ba... if she is not back.. i cannot go over to study.... so now she has to work really hard... so i can go overseas to study......
Many stuff has happened this year n i've regreted lotsa of my deceisions.... but above all... theres nutthin i can do as theres no use brooding over the past.... so theres a 2005 comin infront of me... n i've gotta work hard n strife 4 my goals.....
hmm i'm sitting 4 my O'levels this year... hmmm i wonder how am i gonna score 4 it... hope it's better then b4....It's my last year of hi-skool.... n i can get my freedom after the exams.... whoo hooo.... long hair here i come...lol
Hmmm choices in church is getting lesser n lesser.... everywhere i go... people r all in pairs... ahhh wad am i?.....a lonely loner..... so depressing.....
Hope i can grow more spiritually.... hmmm i think i still have lotsa doubts abt the bible..... n i noe we can still learnt after getting babtised.... but it's really hard to take the big step..... but i guess i can do it by this year ba....
Everyone seems to be so different since i came back from Australia.... church seems so different... parrents seems so different.... even i feel tat my sister seems different.... or maybe i've not really known her throughly through the years..... it's a really undescribable change.... or izzit vice versa.... i've changed??? hmm well i've gotta meditate n contemplate over it.....
haiz...so how am i gonna live my life??? wadz this weird life im living man???? ahhhh!! =/ i juz have a weird feeling tat it's not goin to be a smooth year.... n i hope dejavu happenings won't happen so frequently......
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Name : Joel Xiang Desheng P3RS0N@L!TY
Personality : Flamboyant T@g W!SH3S 3M@!l CURR3NT M00D W3@TH3R F00T PR!NTS !N 3 S@nd R@D!0 ST@T!0NS P@ST R3CORDS L!NKS
DOB : 19th May 1988
Age : 19+
Height : 1.73++m
Weight : Abt 60kg
Zodiac : Dragon
Horroscope : Taurus
Fav Sports : Breathing exercises on the bed every night(snore)
Fav colour : Blue, silver, black
Fav things : Vintage looking stuff...
Hates : People who commands me to do anything
Worst habits : Talking back, bitching...
Best Habits : Obeys house rules
How do u relax : Bitching, complaining, vibrate my ear drums with sound waves from my disc man
One thing tat no one noes abt? : i'm Sentimental...
Three words 2 describe me : Rude Noisy Freak
One liner tat i'm most proud of : Being kind to your enemy means to be cruel to yourself
Moto in life : Look 4 a goal n strife hard
