-=| My life |=-
This man was not satisfied with having just a daughter,
Maybe because he was losing power in the opposition colony,
He wanted a back up to boost his ego as father,
However I guess he has chosen a wrong choice,
He had listened to the wrong voice.
By adding me to the family as a son,
It was another addition to the colony,
But I guess he realised that it was a fact which cannot be undone,
And it’s too late to regret of what he has done.
Ever since young, I’ve seen the couple quarrel and fight,
Living in conditions where tensions were so tight,
Wondering why did they get together in the first place,
Having so many problems here to face.
Going to church was a drag for me,
It wasn’t a place for me,
Wearing uncomfortable clothes, following strict rules,
Like going down on bended knees.
But I like Saturdays though,
Over to my gramps I go,
Having our own fun and make beliefs,
Not to worry of friends or foe.
Going to school was kinda tough,
Being innocent like a dove,
Like a prey awaiting for a eagle to Engulf,
Bluffing myself that it was just fate,
Because I was easy bait,
I’m still sometimes bullied till date,
But I’m leaving it to fate.
Taken pity by gals,
Being treated like pals,
Playing along halls,
Scribbling along walls.
Time came when we entered secondary schools,
Facing the world like real fools,
Gals became women, and boys became men,
And I was some Ben,
No one to lend me a hand,
Not even a pen.
Gals whom I knew had boyfriends,
Boys who they knew in school,
In school where they used to study together,
Who used to hate me duh,
Living my life as a loner wasn’t that bad either,
I believe in retribution, and they will get it sooner or later,
Friends around me came and gone,
Leaving me here tattered and Torn,
I feel so worn,
Even early in the morn,
Nobody found me fond,
And sometimes I wish I was never born…
B!0
Name : Joel Xiang Desheng P3RS0N@L!TY
Personality : Flamboyant T@g W!SH3S 3M@!l CURR3NT M00D W3@TH3R F00T PR!NTS !N 3 S@nd R@D!0 ST@T!0NS P@ST R3CORDS L!NKS
DOB : 19th May 1988
Age : 19+
Height : 1.73++m
Weight : Abt 60kg
Zodiac : Dragon
Horroscope : Taurus
Fav Sports : Breathing exercises on the bed every night(snore)
Fav colour : Blue, silver, black
Fav things : Vintage looking stuff...
Hates : People who commands me to do anything
Worst habits : Talking back, bitching...
Best Habits : Obeys house rules
How do u relax : Bitching, complaining, vibrate my ear drums with sound waves from my disc man
One thing tat no one noes abt? : i'm Sentimental...
Three words 2 describe me : Rude Noisy Freak
One liner tat i'm most proud of : Being kind to your enemy means to be cruel to yourself
Moto in life : Look 4 a goal n strife hard
