-=| What have i been doing... |=-
Sometimes when I look into a mirror, I see myself but the image of me in the mirror doesn’t seem to be me. This feels freaky and weird, but I don’t know what the problem is. It’s not my hair or my complexion, but I guess it’s my “growing” face. I just realised that there is a dot at my right eye lids just like my sister but smaller. (I hope I won’t get freckles or anything next…)
The vacation which started from mid November till now early February is practically quite dead. I went to free myself from that “studious” hair of mine, it was just a façade to give the teachers a good impression of me and that to rebel against school rules as my fringe was up to my chin, YAY! I really regretted not going out during the December holidays, as the transportation fare for me is quite high, and I guess I’ve got to get use to it, as only junior college is the only institution after secondary school which offers student price.
Have been going around flipping through magazines, I guess kinokuniya is going to chase me out of the shop soon, watching and observing overseas shows like shows from Korea, Japan, Hong Kong, Taiwan as if you notice carefully the artiste’s clothes are quite fabulous and it’s not shocking to see it at some shops a year later. Oh well why am I telling you guys this? Causing more competition for me only, sigh.
My life at home is real boring, and surprisingly people envy me.=/ I wake up at 10 but sometimes 2 in the afternoon and have breakfast in front of the TV, my breakfast are the left over Chinese new year curfew goods, all the nice ones are eaten, leaving big containers of love letters for me to consume. If I’m bored I’ll on the computer to play solitaire, it’s indeed a solitary game to play. Maybe go into the history of explorer to view blogs which my sis viewed.
Maybe watch “how clean is your house?” to see how dirty, gross and messy the house of people in the world.(comfort myself that my room isn’t that bad after all.) Or maybe get some design ideas from Debbie Travis and watch her create magic in people’s homes. And after that is an old vintage show which my parents should have watched before, and probably get ideas from their apparel. And basically waste my life away.
I’ll wait for my mum to come home with dinner and watch TV till the witches hours. I guess the TV is going to be my best companion for now. What a life to envy,=/.
On 13feb, in the morning like 845 I received a call from Miss Chin Chin, the School administrator, that the MOE personnel would come over to school at abt 3pm, but might be earlier, and asked me over to school to collect my results for my bio. Actually what happened was when I went to school on Friday, my biology marks was an absent, but I went for all the exams. And the principal investigated the case for me. My biology grades were very important as it would determine if I were to pass or to fail, but oh well my grades are really bad.
That was not the most important thing which made me real angry, but at about 11am that morning my door bell rang and I dosed off after receiving the call from Miss Chin Chin. When I peaked out of my door’s viewing hole, I saw an “aunty”. She kept pressing the door bell like it gave her joy whenever she pressed it. Her clothing looked like the typical aunty, the skin tight clothes, and she has san chen rou (3 layers of meat), she doesn’t look that poor after all.
Aunty: AUNTY,Wo mei you cian. Ni ke yi gei wo ji kuai cian ma? (I don’t have money; could you give me some money?)
(Her voice was very hoarse, and it sounded like she has been smoking for a long time, or she ate too much New Year goodies till she lost her voice)
(I just woke up and was quite blur at the moment)
Me: Wo mei you cian. (I don’t have money)
(Which was quite true, as I won’t be stuck at home watching boring programmes all day, and even then I won’t give money to anyone, be it charity or begging for alms, to prevent myself from getting cheated by those hoaxed establishment)
(She looked stunned and continued.)
Aunty: Xiao di mei you cian, gei wo yi dian fan ye ke yi.(You have no money but you can also give me some rice.)
Me: Wo fan ye mei you.( I dun have rice)
(And she walked away)
(I closed the door and pondered to myself these few questions.)
1. Why did she gave up so quickly? (This seemed too easy, have met more desperate people.)
2. Why did she call me aunty? (Was it my hair?)
I thought to myself, I guess my hair wasn’t managed properly and she mistook it for some aunty who had a bad hair day.(what to espect? Juz woke up leh.)
My home clothes are not that glam like what you see me when I’m on streets, they looked “hole~y” , old, and the material used are cheap and thin. I don’t know if I stink.
I guess I look worst then her, and I talk as if I hadn’t have enough rest for many days. Hmmm, I wonder if my state of life now is worst then her.=/
B!0
Name : Joel Xiang Desheng P3RS0N@L!TY
Personality : Flamboyant T@g W!SH3S 3M@!l CURR3NT M00D W3@TH3R F00T PR!NTS !N 3 S@nd R@D!0 ST@T!0NS P@ST R3CORDS L!NKS
DOB : 19th May 1988
Age : 19+
Height : 1.73++m
Weight : Abt 60kg
Zodiac : Dragon
Horroscope : Taurus
Fav Sports : Breathing exercises on the bed every night(snore)
Fav colour : Blue, silver, black
Fav things : Vintage looking stuff...
Hates : People who commands me to do anything
Worst habits : Talking back, bitching...
Best Habits : Obeys house rules
How do u relax : Bitching, complaining, vibrate my ear drums with sound waves from my disc man
One thing tat no one noes abt? : i'm Sentimental...
Three words 2 describe me : Rude Noisy Freak
One liner tat i'm most proud of : Being kind to your enemy means to be cruel to yourself
Moto in life : Look 4 a goal n strife hard
