-=| Why do i hate my Dad... |=-
I've been a living zombie for the past few many months and i've been thinking why do i hate my dad so much, and so i shall write what i have been thinking.Basially i juz dun like him, maybe bcause he has scared my childhood and i feel he doesn't know how to be a father.
Ever since young all that i could remember is that he is a tyrant, controls everything he can and wants whichever things which is not going the right way or not the way that he wants he would use action to show that he is angry and wants it done correctly. And as for me, i was very young then, he would use his magic wand, the cane. As a young kid he would juz go crazy one afternoon and take his cane out and cane me, as he canes me he will name the mistakes i've done wrong.And basically he canes me because i've broken the ground rules.He won't tell me that it is wrong when i've done it, but tells me a week after when he has accumulated enough wrongs to go crazy.
There are so many things to write abt him but juz that i will be raking to much of the past, or you could take it that i dun want to give that old man any more deep tods.That man is a miser, tyrant, angry,old fashion, inflexible old man... wondered if the gossips that he used to have many gal friends were real. And the secret was my mum knew him because he was her mum's best friend first son. Since he was the first son, he should be married first and there she go she was married to him. Well what i feel is that people with this character should juz be a loser loner and stay bachalor forever, that will do humanity a very good favour.
juz a month ago was my mum's birthday and my sister was suggesting mache and i was suggesting the turkish restraunt as we were bored of the usual swensons. I told them that marche was a expensive restraunt with lotsa seafood.His reply was he didn't want to go to a place with these unclean food. when it was his birthday he secretly told my mum he wanted a cake and told us that he wanted to go to my sister's recomendations, dun even dare to say 'marche'. Wad a hypocrite! And he doesn't like cakes, they are full of eggs and they clog the veins and blood vessels, but he wants a cake on his birthday,(we usually skip the cake for our family member's birthday for many years) i really hate these type of people, he doesn't want marche bcause he is going to pay, he wants the cake bcause he wants it special i guess, but the 'celebration' was not special at all...... oh well, he got what he deserved...
When it was chinese new year eve, we went to china town for dinner, and after dinner we went to shop for love letter and cookies of different sorts, he was complaining that it was very high in colestrol, but stocked my mum up with peanuts that he liked, and best joke of all when he realised that he is going to pay he returned the expensive items back to their original positions.
So why do i hate my dad? bcause i dun like him.i juz can't stand him......
i can't stand the fact that a person like these scolds me and he is also my father....-_-"... anywayz i respect him as my dad but looks down at him....
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Name : Joel Xiang Desheng P3RS0N@L!TY
Personality : Flamboyant T@g W!SH3S 3M@!l CURR3NT M00D W3@TH3R F00T PR!NTS !N 3 S@nd R@D!0 ST@T!0NS P@ST R3CORDS L!NKS
DOB : 19th May 1988
Age : 19+
Height : 1.73++m
Weight : Abt 60kg
Zodiac : Dragon
Horroscope : Taurus
Fav Sports : Breathing exercises on the bed every night(snore)
Fav colour : Blue, silver, black
Fav things : Vintage looking stuff...
Hates : People who commands me to do anything
Worst habits : Talking back, bitching...
Best Habits : Obeys house rules
How do u relax : Bitching, complaining, vibrate my ear drums with sound waves from my disc man
One thing tat no one noes abt? : i'm Sentimental...
Three words 2 describe me : Rude Noisy Freak
One liner tat i'm most proud of : Being kind to your enemy means to be cruel to yourself
Moto in life : Look 4 a goal n strife hard
