-=| Finally |=-
1/2 semester has passed and another to go. The 'toys' theme has driven me up the wall and now it's the time for me to take a quick grasp of breath before I become breathless with the theme 'self' again. I dunno why, but I guess laselle is like the fruit in the garden of Eden, the fruit of the good and evil.
After the o levels I was given a choice to choose whether to go to ITE/army or Laselle. I guess the first choice was out of the question, which actually signifies the fruit of life, what a bad representation, but heck it. I chose the fruit of the knowledge of good and evil.
The route to Laselle was a adventurous one, getting to know many people and even more knowledge, but most importantly my mind has been opened. I realized that things can be looked in 2 different perspectives, looked at the way it is or what it seems to be to you. I find it very ironic, the 2D, contextual... Teacher always asks us to look at things and ask ourselves what does the subject seem to you when you look at it. But our internal and external teacher always asks us to draw things the way it is and not what you think it is. Well I think they are a mixture of fine arts and design, which actually defines the good and evil of the fruit. Well I guess I will start out lots of argument of which is evil or which is good, I will leave it up for you to decide as it is just a metaphor used.
I feel that ever since the 7 months break plus the intruding of laselle has changed me, changed my character to another person. I have realised that when people asks for my point of view i will tend to be a critque and notice the every detail i can find and tries to correct them, call me a perfectionist, but if i am not, there won't be improvements.
I guess i aint a quiet guy anymore... was i ever quiet? But nevermind... I tend to think out loud nowadays and say my views more openly. Many people just cannot stand my criques or should i say bitchings as they are kind of pointing at a specific point of a subject, very hurtful.Anyway it's my mouth and it's your head to think if i'am right.
Talking about bitchings, have i always been bitching? or have i started bitching? I dun remember bitching in pri.1. I just saw myself as a boy who was pushed about in other's clutches. My sister says that it's part of growing up.Oh well, i guess that currently im in laselle and that i am showing off more of myself, more of the character i have kept in me and have not let out in the pass years. It's really suprising that i tend to restrain my crazy self to the church friends which i usually do. Maybe i'm learning more and more about myself each day and shall write up another post as i find out more.
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Name : Joel Xiang Desheng P3RS0N@L!TY
Personality : Flamboyant T@g W!SH3S 3M@!l CURR3NT M00D W3@TH3R F00T PR!NTS !N 3 S@nd R@D!0 ST@T!0NS P@ST R3CORDS L!NKS
DOB : 19th May 1988
Age : 19+
Height : 1.73++m
Weight : Abt 60kg
Zodiac : Dragon
Horroscope : Taurus
Fav Sports : Breathing exercises on the bed every night(snore)
Fav colour : Blue, silver, black
Fav things : Vintage looking stuff...
Hates : People who commands me to do anything
Worst habits : Talking back, bitching...
Best Habits : Obeys house rules
How do u relax : Bitching, complaining, vibrate my ear drums with sound waves from my disc man
One thing tat no one noes abt? : i'm Sentimental...
Three words 2 describe me : Rude Noisy Freak
One liner tat i'm most proud of : Being kind to your enemy means to be cruel to yourself
Moto in life : Look 4 a goal n strife hard
