-=| Stressed up. |=-
Living day by day in a hollow shell, some what quite like a zombie, but a zombie that needs to possess creative skills when needed(quite frequently). i guess this is the real world, where countless tasks are given and expected to be done. I guess i have lost my myself in the process of participating in laselle. Sometimes i wonder if all this sacrificing is worth it, i feel that all my "free" time is either given to processing my projects, thinking of projects, and how can i relate to my projects, i think i have lost time for myself.
Attending laselle is somewhat a lifestyle now, rather then just a location where i get lessons. Compared to secondary school, where i would still have lots of time in the afternoon for roaming, tv and many other things.
Some how i feel that this is what celebrities are going through too, others view them as a icon of a idol or goddess. However they are just ordinary people behind the scenes, spending and paying their life to the show biz. Similarly i guess what i'm going through is just a fraction of reality, i wonder how am i to cope...Seriously speaking attending lessons are energy draining and it was never good for health to study, or should i just put a exeption... just for tertiary university lessons.I see myself scrunging up day by day, i think i won't need to diet and still slim down...Or was i too busy till i forgot to eat. Whichever the case i think i'm waiting for accessment to arrive, so that i will have my holidays to work on my weak areas and of course obtain sufficient rest.
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Name : Joel Xiang Desheng P3RS0N@L!TY
Personality : Flamboyant T@g W!SH3S 3M@!l CURR3NT M00D W3@TH3R F00T PR!NTS !N 3 S@nd R@D!0 ST@T!0NS P@ST R3CORDS L!NKS
DOB : 19th May 1988
Age : 19+
Height : 1.73++m
Weight : Abt 60kg
Zodiac : Dragon
Horroscope : Taurus
Fav Sports : Breathing exercises on the bed every night(snore)
Fav colour : Blue, silver, black
Fav things : Vintage looking stuff...
Hates : People who commands me to do anything
Worst habits : Talking back, bitching...
Best Habits : Obeys house rules
How do u relax : Bitching, complaining, vibrate my ear drums with sound waves from my disc man
One thing tat no one noes abt? : i'm Sentimental...
Three words 2 describe me : Rude Noisy Freak
One liner tat i'm most proud of : Being kind to your enemy means to be cruel to yourself
Moto in life : Look 4 a goal n strife hard
