-=| Time... |=-
It’s my 19th birthday on the 19th of May. Time has passed by so quickly till I have not noticed that this year will be my last year of being a teen. It seems true of the phrase “Time waits for no one.” Sometimes I wish that I can control time like the good old tape recorder, to pause time when I want to enjoy that particular second, to play back and forth to remember what mistakes I have done and to fast forward whatever times I wish to run away from. But I know that this is impossible and it would just be my own little space in utopia.
19years have come and gone, people say that it is about ¼ my life spent when others could believe it is 1/5. But what have I done all these years? I seriously do not know. What I know is that I have been spending my life full time pursuing my career in academic education and design, but is life just about studying, working and dying? I guess I have to find out.
This is getting too philosophical, probably I am philosophical but I guess this is a life of most teens in this world I am from. Sometimes I wonder what I would be in future. I guess no one can answer that question for me. It is for me to carve out the answer. Just like a dumb sculptor doing his sculpture without any planning. Not being able to explain what he is doing, as he does not even know. Other viewers just standing around thought what he is doing as art. And in the end if the sculpture would turn out being a great one is a question no one can answer. I guess its fate would rely largely on techniques and luck.
I guess my place in that art school is kind of wavering, and I do not know if I can get my place in fashion that I want. I am in a turning point where my future is in suspense and I guess it would be a whole new life with many changes if I do not get in.
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Name : Joel Xiang Desheng P3RS0N@L!TY
Personality : Flamboyant T@g W!SH3S 3M@!l CURR3NT M00D W3@TH3R F00T PR!NTS !N 3 S@nd R@D!0 ST@T!0NS P@ST R3CORDS L!NKS
DOB : 19th May 1988
Age : 19+
Height : 1.73++m
Weight : Abt 60kg
Zodiac : Dragon
Horroscope : Taurus
Fav Sports : Breathing exercises on the bed every night(snore)
Fav colour : Blue, silver, black
Fav things : Vintage looking stuff...
Hates : People who commands me to do anything
Worst habits : Talking back, bitching...
Best Habits : Obeys house rules
How do u relax : Bitching, complaining, vibrate my ear drums with sound waves from my disc man
One thing tat no one noes abt? : i'm Sentimental...
Three words 2 describe me : Rude Noisy Freak
One liner tat i'm most proud of : Being kind to your enemy means to be cruel to yourself
Moto in life : Look 4 a goal n strife hard
