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![]() -=| Monster me... |=- So what was i up to for the last few weeks. I was busy with Barbara's set up in her newly done up classroom, and that was why i was not online last week. For the past few weeks i understood more and more about myself. I guess this was what i wanted to know and no one told me about myself. I guess i'am going crazy with my current job due to the lack of systems in their institution. It is just kind of sad for people who work in institutions like these. I found that i am a real hard person to deal with, and it is a approach that is important. Actually why am i writing up so many things about myself here? And maybe soon people might just use my blog entries against me. Alright, i might just be thinking too much and that i am over reacting. But i guess it is possible... I feel that i am such a easy push over, easily bullied by customers and stuff. Everything is just crazy when the saying goes that "Customers are always right" and i would add on to say that "So are your boss-es". Living in crazy conditions have kind of given up my first love, my habit of watching tv. Working in such long shifts for 6 months has allowed me to forget about tv serials and find them stupid when i watch them in parts and pieces. School is reopening soon and i hope iam ready for the upcoming splash, no waterfall of workload. I just hope i do not get drowned. What else should i update about? I have been thinking alot about how to improve myself and i guess the Joel everyone knows is changing again. I guess i'm becoming more and more like a monster, just that not many people sees it... And if you do, my wish for you is the best of luck. Till i'm back again, stay tune for the next metamorphosis of Joel, the mysterious. Mwahahahaha Although i don't understand a word she is singing. I love this Music video. This is gonna be short i guess as i've only got 3 mins in a cyber cafe. It's been a long long time ever since i was back on the cyber world. This time wouldn't be different either. I have been busy with my resubmission projects and i havn't bben sleeping well for the past week, like is rather packed and racked i should say. Reuben passed away, i don't really know him, but i have one regret. He was in the same school as me in the primary school and i never spoke to him. Even till recently that i spotted him in Wisma, in church and we just exchanged glances. I guess he would have been a real good person to talk to but it is just too late.I guess this teaches me that i should open up and mix around with people i seldom talk to. Well, as for now, i'll be back to slogging my life to retail. Good bye. |
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Name : Joel Xiang Desheng P3RS0N@L!TY
Personality : Flamboyant T@g
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