-=| World War III |=-
Do u guys realise i've been attending Sabbath skool late 4 the last few weeks? n do u realise i was super late 2day? n yesh, WWIII happened tis morning at home... Dad against the 2 super powers... me n my mum...=/.... on the way to church on the MRT really felt like crying... wondering y am i living wif such type of people... if u guyz have read my previos entrie u will noe tat my dad is goin thru menopause... n he is alwayz steriotyping n assuming...
This morning bcoze he lost face bcoze of my mum infront of his children... he felt super bu shuang... then he went to me n my mum one by one to vend his anger.... making really small issues big.... n everytime he loses out in the verbal fight he would change topic till he wins... so to prevent it from gettin worst i chose to give in... but obviously he couldn't tok me out...=j... i guess i have quick reflexes n he juz cannot stand my attitude... well he cannot stand me n neither can i... i feel tat living wif him is really 'sang sheng'(harmful to body)... if everyday he were to explode, if he doesn't go crazy, i'll go crazy one day bcoze of him....
He is juz so fake infront of church members... he never wants to lose face infront of them... so he has high expectations from us... resulting in the holier then thou attitude.... he is alwayz correcting us... thinking tat he is alwayz rite... but he also has his wrongs n alwayz covering up wif excuses...or even make up stories abt the other party to create distrust(he made up stupid stories in front of my mum abt me...)..... his attitude is i'm ur husband/ father so u muz respect me n give way to me... however i won't oblige to such thing... in christ we r broz n sis... so no superior or wad... i juz cannot stand him...wad should i do?
I find tat through his menopause he is behaving more n more like a woman... petty of little stuff... being jealous of his children(i suspect my face has tat white patch bcoze he is jealous of me... disfigured me n i received lotsa unnessasary attention from other peepz...).... everytime when my mum buys new clothes we as children muz hide the plastic bags n clothes n pretend nuthin happened... or he will be jealous tat his wife is treating his children better then himself...i really dispise him lots...even my mum would buy the newest bag in town n stock it up in her wardrope n use it in a month's time...n when he asks if it was a new bag she will not lie n say tat it was bought long time ago...
I really look down on such peepz n one thing 4 sure i would NEVER wanna be like him when i have my own children...
Thank u for being there 4 me... n i'll try to stop talkin back... but i think ignoring him is good....
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Name : Joel Xiang Desheng
DOB : 19th May 1988
Age : 19+
Height : 1.73++m
Weight : Abt 60kg
Zodiac : Dragon
Horroscope : Taurus
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Personality : Flamboyant
Fav Sports : Breathing exercises on the bed every night(snore)
Fav colour : Blue, silver, black
Fav things : Vintage looking stuff...
Hates : People who commands me to do anything
Worst habits : Talking back, bitching...
Best Habits : Obeys house rules
How do u relax : Bitching, complaining, vibrate my ear drums with sound waves from my disc man
One thing tat no one noes abt? : i'm Sentimental...
Three words 2 describe me : Rude Noisy Freak
One liner tat i'm most proud of : Being kind to your enemy means to be cruel to yourself
Moto in life : Look 4 a goal n strife hard
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