-=| All the small things VS All the weird things |=-
"this is what you are supposed to cut and paste if you decide to participate in the tagging game.. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things about themselves as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog."
OMG! The heavy red stilettos have tagged me! It's going to hurt so much! My inner weirdest hobbies are going to be exposed...
1 I eat my veggies?
Oh! It's a must to finish my food.
2 When no one else is in the house, I would look into the mirror and talk to myself. - Self-reflection. Oh my god! I guess I'm freaking everyone out.
3 So why am I weird? ... When I was young, my cousins and I would play family. Sylvia would play the mother role, Qinpei who is a year younger then me would be my older sister. God! What were we thinking, no wonder we are such disturbed kids.
4 Oh yeah! When I was Sec2 I still wanted to go to the playground to play catching with my cousins. Aunties were shaking their heads when they heard our voices. Parents remove their kids from the swings as I guess we were too rowdy.
5 When no one is around I would go around secretly humming to myself. *(To chase away unwanted beings around me. Identical reason as to why the Chinese funeral is so noisy.)
6 I am a narcissist boy, in a metrosexual mind, with a Sadomasochistic fetish.
Okay this is wrong! Really wrong...!
Okay! I'm none of the above.
Who wrote that? You are receiving a letter from my lawyer very soon.
Ahhhhh! What is happening! I have to sabotage another person? Not one but 6? Who is the evil nasty guy who started this trail?
Okie who is deprived, and looks really disturbed? There is bound to be weird-ness in them.I'll choose Shaina, Riddy, Ayuni, Jeremy, Uli and Sean, it does not mean that they are "deprived, weird and looks really disturbed".
J O E| 11:02 PM |
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-=| The in thing in April |=-
After reading April's issue of GQ, UK, I guess I can see there is a gradual drift that the European designers are going towards the Asian theme. But I guess in Asia it is a total opposite.
It is said that skinny jeans would be the 'Thing' for guys in 2007. I guess the Emo society is taking over part of the fashion world. (After all there would always be extremes for example the Jesus freaks and the Goths, the simplicity and the detailed)
It is also said that beads and bangles are coming in for guys. Not just any beads, but candy coloured beads. Guess that is shocking? They are stringed with ribbons, sounds familiar? Guess we have all seen them on sisters, mothers and even aunties. There was another one that looks like Buddha beads, in brown and one other in hematite.
Bangles are in too, but what do they look like? They are in chiffon (If I am not wrong), that they tied it at a criss-cross fashion. (There is one in blue in the magazine.)
Oh god! What is the fashion world turning into? Could it be Gautier's fault? Ha ha ha… The fashion industry is going towards the "Do you dare?" area. Testing your guts, testing if you dare to look GAY. Oh well, probably then gays might just come in and out of their closet easily, and I do not know if that is good or bad. So are you gay when you wear such accessories? It might just cause heads to turns and glares of strangers thats all. Have fun with the great attention. After all many are receiving them too, but are they good or bad attention? Do you care and mind the attention?
(These pictures were referenced from http://tatabatata.deviantart.com/, http://limejuice.deviantart.com/, http://expectatipones.deviantart.com/, http://juliamh.deviantart.com/, http://Natbun.deviantart.com/,)
J O E| 3:25 AM |
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-=| Im feeling drained and dying soon. |=-
This phrase kept running through my head, running through my head this morning. I feel that I have so many back lots with me that I feel suicidal. I feel like dying so that the misery would just end. No, I am not trying to be Emo here but this was what I felt this few days.
This week was crazy, especially yesterday. For internal drawing we have to do 20 A4 drawings plus an A2. And as for today I had to hand in 8 A4 drawings plus one A2 fine art drawing. This was Oh-my-gosh-er la.
For the specialization, the lecturers never even give a push in what we are doing, and so for your information I have not started on anything. *Jaws drop* Yup, so what have I been doing? I have been feeling tired and depressed therefore resulted in such deep shit.
Talking about yesterday. It was so frustrating. Planned to wake up at 9, but was lethargic and I shut off the alarm clock. Woke up at about 1pm, and damn! I regretted not getting up at 9. I couched at the sofa to have my brunch and I realize that I had to get some plastic eyes from spotlight. Gosh in my heart I knew my external drawings were down the drain.
By the time I went and came back it was 5, and I had to meet Andrew at 8 to past him materials. Gosh my weekly expenses gone down the drain. No money for dinner. Cannot explain why to my mum, she will go on and on about why putting church first when you cannot even settle your own stuff.
By the time I got home and had some liquid dinner, it was 9. Began sketching for the 8 A4s. Father came home, and gladly bathed. Came to busy body in my room, asking me to bathe, like as if I dun want. I guess he remembered my principal of once bathed I would not want to leave my house. He 'forgot' to buy bread for sat, and wanted me to buy it, shove me with 2 bucks at me and wanted me to go to 7-11 to buy them. I have so much work, and he still wants me to get them. He himself bathed and so he too did not want to leave the house. I feel that since you are the only one eating whole meal~ bread, go get them yourself, I'm not touching them. But still being a filial son and a stubborn dad, I still have to give in to buy that stupid bread. He could still survive on those 2 slices on the table but still insisted because Friday night in Sabbath and we have to keep it holy. Peh! I do not accept such excuse, either you buy your own and eat your bread or chomp on something else you can find at home. I have learnt that myself when I was young in your house. “You must be more independent.”
I was beginning to get hungry, best way to settle it is to sleep. I intended to wake up early in the morning to continue, set the alarm clock, but it did not work again. Ahh! The rest of the story is not important, I feel drained.
J O E| 1:23 AM |
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-=| Who am i? |=-
There are many things that are bothering me right now and I do not know how to solve them. Probably when I write them out, the answer is just set there in front of me.
There is so much work to do, yet so little time. Ahhh! No time to finish! How? Is this what I want to do in future? Slog my life away. I have no inspiration and my brain is dead.
No time to finish work and there is no time to spend with friends. Man1 I am losing out with all the fun, but when I do I am lagging behind.
Just a few weeks ago this question struck me, why am I going to church? I should not go to church because I do not intend to go there anyway. Going to church seems to be a waste of time. Everyone wakes up early on the Saturday morning just to work on his or her projects and I am there at church not knowing why am I there. Sometimes I ask myself why am I going to church when my heart is not there, why am I wasting time on things I am not interested in. Sometimes I wonder if church in killing my career in studies or are my studies killing my Christian life.
This busy schedule is killing me. I guess I do not even have time for self reflection. I am so losing it. I do not know who am I. And this is a dangerous problem in the design industry. Could someone alleviate me from such pain? Help me! Someone?
hey joel just read your entry. hang in there k? there's always a rainbow on the other side of the dark cloud. if u need a listening ear, just give me a buzz. btw, the entry on 'buying the bread' was really really funny!
:)
~sheryl
:)
~sheryl
# posted by 
: 9:05 PM
: 9:05 PM
hey joel...ya u're always telling us u're busy with school work..i think it's all a matter of priorities and discipline don't u think? Sometimes it's only when we list out everything we do on a typical day that we realise how much time can be saved sacrificing certain stuff. And since you need inspiration it means you need rest..take a Sabbath rest and with time management you can juggle both.
Hey thanks Sheryl and Sean. Well school work has been coming in truck loads and it seems like it was a impossible task to accomplish. But as for now everything is over. Thank you. What was the buying bread about? which month was it?=j Am i really that funny? Sometimes i wonder to myself... My sister finds my writing lame...
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Name : Joel Xiang Desheng
DOB : 19th May 1988
Age : 19+
Height : 1.73++m
Weight : Abt 60kg
Zodiac : Dragon
Horroscope : Taurus
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Personality : Flamboyant
Fav Sports : Breathing exercises on the bed every night(snore)
Fav colour : Blue, silver, black
Fav things : Vintage looking stuff...
Hates : People who commands me to do anything
Worst habits : Talking back, bitching...
Best Habits : Obeys house rules
How do u relax : Bitching, complaining, vibrate my ear drums with sound waves from my disc man
One thing tat no one noes abt? : i'm Sentimental...
Three words 2 describe me : Rude Noisy Freak
One liner tat i'm most proud of : Being kind to your enemy means to be cruel to yourself
Moto in life : Look 4 a goal n strife hard
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